Down Due To Positive GBS...

I was diagnosed with GBS, now baby ddk dlm nicu for monitoring and antibiotics purposes... Tp rasa down sgt.. Kesian baby girl mama... Emergency ceser at 3am today 9/1/20 due to my water leaking.. Sampai hosp air ketuban tinggal 3 shj.... And contraction rasa x rasa.. Tp bukaan dah 3cm.... Baby breech in labour... Ya Allah, Sesungguhnya betapa redha dan tawakkal dan meletakkan keyakinan sepenuhya telah menjadikan aku org yg lebih sabar saat ketika melalui proses emergency ceser ni... Terima Kasih Allah... Baby heart rate drop... Sbb tu emergency ceser at 3am... Alhamdulillah we both selamat.. Tetapi kesian baby.. Kene tahan ward... Mama is so sorry sayang....