I have 2 under 2.
Felt mentally,emotional, physically exhausted. The fact that i just moved in means on top of taking care babies alone without parents / in law help, i need to cook and tidy up the house.
Want husband to help but he have been getting little rest, and when he shared to his friend he slept late after reaching home, his friend are shock. And that comments make me think i have burden him.
Child get sick back to back for four months, idk if from playgrp or its because im a useless mom that doesnt kmow how to take care of babies or useless mom that doesnt know how to keep the house clean. Newborn often get sick when the toddler is sick.
Eversince the newborn got sick, i scared to give breastmilk because i afraid she got dehydrated because she will get tired to suck while sick so i give formula. Then after back to back sick, she got constipated, so struggling with my breastmilk , i wake up evwry 1 to 2 hr to makesure she drink so she is well hydrated still yet get constipated.
On top of struggling to try to help newborn every hour, milk keeps drop due to sleep deprive, thoughts of messy house, playing with toddler, cooking.
And i hate all the negative comment thats was thrown to me like im useless mom useless wife , whereby ive tried my best to take care of everything despite lacking of sleep eating and all.
I just feel like giving up