Sorry My Child

I don't know why am I like this? Am I deserve to be a mother to my future child? I am sorry ZEFS for being irresponsible mother u can't even saw in the entire world coz ur not here anymore. My love, my child. This is so painful and I can't even forgive myself for hurting you, for not giving u the life that u deserve. I love you my child. Sorry for being a dumb mother. Sorry bcoz I'm weak, I can't even protect and fight u for your father's decision. He even blockmail me that he will commit suicide If I pursue you and I am here regreting all the decision I made, I can't even think of you that time. Sorry my child. I am very sorry. My heart still at the very depressed moment of my life. We will see each other my child. Very soon ??? Zefs turn Week9 and 6 days today

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I got pregnant in an early age, i was 18 years old that time, natakot ako, nagulat, lahat ng emotions nasa akin na. Pero never ko naisip na ipalaglag yung baby ko kahit sumasagi sa isip ko na baka di ako panagutan ng ama niya. Napakabata ko pa nun, alam ko ijajudge ako ng mga tao kesho ang bata ko pa para magkaron ng anak, malandi, lahat na siguro ng tawag. Pero Never in my mind na gawin yung bagay na yon sa isang batang walang kamuwang muwang. Now, mag 4years old na ang panganay ko and ready to deliver a 2nd baby this june. 😊 now 3years na kaming married ng husband ko and 5years na kaming magkasama. Blessed talaga ako to have them, hindi ko pinagsisihan yung mga naging desisyon ko kahit bata akong nagkaanak. 😊 Hope it will be a lesson for you momshie. I'll pray for you, life must go on. Kailangan patawarin mo rin ang sarili mo para mapanatag na si baby sa heaven. Hoping din na mabigyan ka pa ng chance ulit para maranasan kung gano kasarap sa pakiramdam ang maging ina. 😊

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