Sorry My Child

I don't know why am I like this? Am I deserve to be a mother to my future child? I am sorry ZEFS for being irresponsible mother u can't even saw in the entire world coz ur not here anymore. My love, my child. This is so painful and I can't even forgive myself for hurting you, for not giving u the life that u deserve. I love you my child. Sorry for being a dumb mother. Sorry bcoz I'm weak, I can't even protect and fight u for your father's decision. He even blockmail me that he will commit suicide If I pursue you and I am here regreting all the decision I made, I can't even think of you that time. Sorry my child. I am very sorry. My heart still at the very depressed moment of my life. We will see each other my child. Very soon ??? Zefs turn Week9 and 6 days today

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magppakamtay asawa mo kapag tinuLoy mo?,gago xa magpakamatay naxa, mandadamay pa xa ng bata. bfor we havent plan to have a baby soon, bcoz our plan is to travel pero anong nangyri i get pregnant early. he told me na baka pwede ko ipaabort since ilang days palang nmn ako pregnant what i decided no, ayoko magsisi one day and ayokong dumating sa point na kapag gusto kunang magkaanak hindi na ako magkaanak ung partner mo gago yan pakamatay xa kung gusto nia, wag niu idamay ang bata

Magbasa pa
6y ago

maybe nung time naun sobrang stress xa pero mali parin, nung nlmn ko din buntis ako at my age sobrang naistress din ako iyak ako ng iyak, gusto din ng asawa ko ipalaglag ko dahil marmi pa kming gustong gawin pero ayoko,pinanindigan ko untill dumating ung time na pati asawa ko naexcite narin sa baby nmin, sobrang nkakalungkot lang ng dahil sa stress at sa desisyon ng jowa nia nagawa nia mkitil buhay ng anak niaπŸ˜”