Sorry My Child

I don't know why am I like this? Am I deserve to be a mother to my future child? I am sorry ZEFS for being irresponsible mother u can't even saw in the entire world coz ur not here anymore. My love, my child. This is so painful and I can't even forgive myself for hurting you, for not giving u the life that u deserve. I love you my child. Sorry for being a dumb mother. Sorry bcoz I'm weak, I can't even protect and fight u for your father's decision. He even blockmail me that he will commit suicide If I pursue you and I am here regreting all the decision I made, I can't even think of you that time. Sorry my child. I am very sorry. My heart still at the very depressed moment of my life. We will see each other my child. Very soon ??? Zefs turn Week9 and 6 days today

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d lang ikaw ang may pinag dadaanan s mga nabuntis.. at ung iba mas malala pa sau .. ako nga nagwowork abroad, sakto bakasyon ko lang kaya umuwe nung feb. dko fn alam na buntis ako.. feb -march nag aantay ako datnan pero wla kaya aun i decided magpa checkup march 24 and its positive nga at 9werks.. dko expected, natulala ako .. kasi need ko pa bumalik sa abroad mdmi pko need unahin pra sa parents ko.. nung ipinaalam ko sa jowa ko na im pregnant, he want me to take medicine. which is hndi ko malubos maicp gwin ni hndi pumasok sa icp ko na gumawa ng mkakasama pra sa baby. sinabihan ko jowa ko d ko kaya un, kung d nia ako kaya panagutan edi wag karma nlng nia un na mas mhlaga na skin ngaun si baby kesa s knya na npatunayan ko lng na pasarap lng gstu nia.. mdmi pko npagdaanan pano sbhin sa parents ko na buntis ako na kht 27 na ako nhirapan ako gwin un, at ung ipaalam na hndi nko pede bumalik abroad kc bwal ang hndi kasal don .and to giveup also my work.. lhat nkayanan ko . and now im 17weeks, and im too much happy lalo pag nafefeel ko syang napitik hehe..

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6y ago

kaya nga tama ka . yan nlng dn nasa icp ko ngaun . . na kht kaming dalwa lng ok na.. d na need mag asawa pa lalo sa panahon ngaun, pili nlng tlga ang mga responsable na lalaki . . at least may pag alalanan ndn ang oras ko, at pag pinalad ulit magwork sa ibng bnsa mas magiging wais nako lalo pgdting sa pera .. hehhee tnx sis congrats dn sau at nalagpasan mo ang nging trial mo.. well this is our first happy mothers dayyy hehehhe