Just gave birth. I think I have PPD. I am so scared. I miss just being me with husband. Although I love my son, I am just scared. I am so scared I cry day and night and I can shake the feeling of falling into a black hole. My life is changing and yet I should be happy but I am not. How can some people seem so happy and how come I am not?

Hugs. Not sure when you posted this, but how are you feeling now? I suggest speaking to a doctor about this or with close friends who understand. I had a similar experience for my first pregnancy. It’s like a love-hate relationship with the little bean. Don’t beat yourself up for not loving your Son as much as you should, but take time to heal from your delivery and take care of yourself too.