Hello dear, i agree with the others. It is a huge change to have a baby with you 24/7 and feeling so lost. Very important to not think u have to do everything by yourself - share with hubby how you feel, if u can't talk it, at least write it out. There are no 'shoulds' when you become a mum, just you, being a human being, trying to adapt to the GREATEST change in your life. There's a lot to process, and hormonal issues may be at play. It's ok to be unhappy - but don't suffer alone.
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