Just gave birth. I think I have PPD. I am so scared. I miss just being me with husband. Although I love my son, I am just scared. I am so scared I cry day and night and I can shake the feeling of falling into a black hole. My life is changing and yet I should be happy but I am not. How can some people seem so happy and how come I am not?

I was like that too. It felt as though hubby was not showing me any more attention or putting in effort into our relationship. I guess what you need is more support and reassurance from your family. I only told my hubs about it after 2 months and he was shocked. He thought that everything was fine. Talk to him about it and let him know how you feel.