feeling of unhappy

Question

This is my first baby,  Im 31 y/o still single but will get married this coming December.  I have this feeling na unhappy and prang d ko mtanggap n mgkakababy na ako.  Anyone here with the same feeling?  I know in the first place that I must be happy since this is a blessing.  I have those relatives na hirap n hirap magkaanak despite of everything but now here I am feeling sad and unhappy.  I know I feel this way dhl sa hirap ng pagbubuntis ko,  sobrang selan.  But I am trying my best to be strong for my baby,  Am I too selfish to feel this kind of feelings?

Elena Romano Aranduque · Answer

I dont have any right to judge mommy.  Ako din Im carrying my first baby at the age of 30, maselan qng maselan and magastos hehehehe.  June kinasal kami ng husband ko pero May palang alam na namin na buntis aq.  Medyo nabigla din kasi original plan namin di pa kami mg baby pero since meron na tinangap nlng namin and now na super likot na ni baby sa tyan q kahit nahihirapan aq pero Im super happy pag nagalaw xa kasi ramdam ko na may buhay sa tummy q.  Wag ka masyado sad mommy kasi mafefeel din yan ni baby. 😊 fighting!