Mommy, my heart breaks for you. Pero napaka-brave mo! I'll include you in my prayer na sana maging safe and healthy kayo ng baby mo.
Hindi mo kailangan magpanggap na okay ang lahat. Cry if you must. It's okay to cry, mommy. It's okay to not be okay, regardless of what other people say na baka dala lang yan ng pregnancy hormones kaya ka hurt. Your pain and sadness is valid! Honor your emotions/feelings, just don't dwell on it.
About your hubby, you don't deserve to be treated like that! You need someone who can actually take care of you. May iba ka bang maaring matuluyan muna? Kung saan mas maalagaan ka? Kung meron, doon ka na muna. Pero kung wala naman, wag ka mahihiyang humingi ng helping hand sa mga friends mo or relatives.
Stay strong!
Zarah May Lat