What to feel?

Just caught my husband, nagmamasturbate while watching porn video. I confronted him, and said “tayo nalang” I don’t know what to feel. I’m hurt pero di ko alam kung valid ba dahil nagalit pa siya sakin. I’m pregnant now, got pregnant kasi inaya ko siya. We? Or I planned to have our 2nd baby na kasi dahil 4 na 1st kid namin.. but ever since di niya na ako inaaya to have sex with him maybe nasasatisfy na siya sa ganun? Instict ko naman na yun, At simula nuon nafifeel ko di na siya attracted sa akin, that’s why. What to feel?