TTC depression(?)

TTC can be really taxing on your mental health man.. the days leading up to nak tunggu missed period tu..annoyingnyaaaa. And then negative. Negative, negative negative. Tangan pulak gatal asyik asyik nak take test padahal lama lagi nak tunggu missed period tu. Sampai rasa macam dah tawakkal maybe takde rezeki. Symptoms semua sama macam nak period except missed period and implantation bleeding. And tu pun kadang kadang missed period sebab stress or tak teratur. I WISH theres a definite symptom that indicates youre pregnant before taking a test. The false hope is really what pisses me off. Like at this point, im not even sad but more upset. But as always, Allah yang menentukan segalanya so who am i to be questioning and complaining so much. But at the same time im like whyyyyyy not meee. Whyyy not nowww 😭😭😭 but whokeva yeh. Life is worth living either way isnt it? Atleast thats what i tell myself to ease myself haha. Anyways, i came across this on facebook and it sort of helped in a way. I did lost someone so close to my heart a year ago and basically who raised me after my parents got divorced when i was 3 y/o. His death really changed my whole life and maybe, just maybe, my kid is spending time with him 🥹. Okay sorry for the rant haha. Just needed a space. Abundance of prayers to all the mommas trying to conceive. May our prayers be heard and answered by Allah SWT whenever He knows best. Amin.

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I know this can be devastating…but we can only let go and let god, and maybe you can try divert your mind/hati on things that make you happy, and things that you already have, I mean we can only be grateful on things we already have, and I faham kadang mmg susah nak berdamai dengan takdir esp on things that we really want but we clearly live on God’s timing as much as we want things to be on our own timeline tapi tu la we don’t even know how our life would be with kids later on…we might as well enjoy what we have now. Takpalah kita doa banyak2 so that Allah gives us the keredhaan and ikhlaskan hati kita. I know easier said than done tapi redha itu sangat mahal and I believe each one of us has other precious things that can be thankful for right now, insyaAllah, Allah is great, the best planner of all and all is in His timing, he surely knows what we need more than us. May we be happy with what God bestows onto us regardless, moga kita redha ikhlas and may we always have reasons to look on other blessings too amin ya rab

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