Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

It is normal to a certain extent as we're still suppose to be resting to heal but we have a tiny human depending on us 24/7.Throw in the lack of sleep and tiredness, we do get a little crazy from all that. When things get too much,get someone else to take over for awhile. Breathe and take a break from all of it. At the same time please do keep your emotions in check for fear of accidentally going overboard and hurting the child unintentionally. You are not a bad mother. You are only human and you have your limits too. Always remember to take care of yourself too because you can't pour from a cup thats empty.