Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

hi mummy, I had the same struggles as you and this book helped a lot. try these methods in this sequence: Swaddle, white noise app, lie on side/stomach, rocking (https://youtu.be/j2C8MkY7Co8), pacifier. I usually do the rocking first but you may be scared to try at first, do it over your bed for safety. it works like magic. my boy couldn't hold his pacifier too till like 3 months and I had to hold it for him till he gets a grip. try to think of the crying as a puzzle and you have these steps to try out and solve it. keep calm mummy! remember, too much crying can lead to colic so don't give up. :)