Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

U mentioned spouse, friends all got to work. But how about your parents or parents in law? Have you try to speak out your frustration? Don't vent your anger on your baby. Baby is only 2 months old not knowing anything yet. Baby need u now. Time will pass and they will grow up, slowly your child will get more independent. Give yourself and your baby some time to adapt. Take a deep breathe. I know it's not easy but I'm sure u can do it. I'm a mother of 2.