Is there some platform for confession? Can I made a confession here? I just screamed at my 2 month old boy until he jumped n stop crying for that 2 seconds n continue to cry. I'm a bad momma. I know I've scared him. Now he's cry until he fell asleep. Although it's time for his milk soon. I hate myself when I can't handle him. And I tear small surgical tape to tape his pacifier to his mouth for 30min. I cried after that.

Mummy, seek help from your Friend or your mum. You might be worry over don't know how to takecare baby. kKH has the class on postpartum. Relax yourself and cool down. Breathe in breathe out and tell yourself, baby need curdle or hungry or just need mummy to be around. If your spouse don't help it is okay. If he is willing to help and doesn't know. You can ask help from Friend or old folks. I have disregard my Husband as he never help. It is okay. Baby will grow up. I am a Mother of 3. I have overcome it and you can too. You just need time and over stress on don't know what baby wants. First child is tougher as you have to find the baby cues.