Sometimes I find myself quietly staring at baby and my Husband and wonder, "what have I done with my life". I used to be so care free, my own person, so in love with life. Now, I have been reduced to a care taker. Not a life I ever imagined for myself. Is it normal to feel this way?

Yes, me too. Feeling the same way as you. I use to fly all over the world before having a baby. Have to be very presentable for work and have all the time to beautify myself by going to salons for haircut, mani & pedi. Eat at expensive restaurants whenever I feel like it. Now after having a kid, I'm a SAHM. I feel like I got locked up. I have to face the kid 24/7 with screams and cries. Doing all the household chores which I hate it! No earning power, have to take care of kid and also serve the boss(husband) at home. It's definately not the life I ever imagined. So you are not alone mommy.