Personal Issue

Sometimes, it's better not to wait for someone who does'nt care about us from the start. My ex breakup on me after we knew shes pregnant. We have no contact, she always blocks me. It hurts a lot, I panicked. I don't even know if she will update me after our baby will be delivered. Sometimes I wish to forget her and give up, but sometimes I wish her to comeback. I dreamt about her apologizing while we're cuddling in bed. I don't really know what to do. I feel sad all the time. She's 4 months pregnant now.