Tama pa ba itong desisyon ko?

Hi mamsh, forgive me to say but that is not healthy at all. The moment your husband lays a hand on you, not just once but several times (i presume, since sabi mo very violent sya dis past 4months) that is definitely an abusive behavior. And mind you sis, abusers tend to hurt then say sorry to the point of crying just to gain your forgiveness and then DO IT AL OVER AGAIN. That is typical of an abuser. I know, because I have been a victim of marital abuse in my previous marriage and I had a BWS (Battered Woman Syndtome) way back. Thanks God I am over it now because I got out of that abusive relationship. Well I'm not saying you should do the same and leave him, but then, you have to consider all the things that is happening between you and let your decision boil down to putting your own safety and your baby's safety first. Ask the guidance of your parents, they deserve to know your situation. Of worse comes to worst, go to your PNP Women and Children Protection Desk and ask for help and legal remedy. Remember mamsh and all the other momshies and sissies here WE, WOMEN DOES NOT DESERVED ANY VIOLENCE. We deserved to be loved and taken cared of, the way we love and take care of our partners and our families. I hope I helped you, one way or another. God bless us all.