hi dear mummies
pls advicing me my girl is 27 months just starting school I am so exhausted doing housework and staying with in law and taking care smaller baby 13 months, my big girl always drives me mad I end up beated her non stop and my heart feels so pain, she is difficult to focus running nonstop and not want to eat, I don't have feeling to do anything I feel I am not human why beated her so much, but I couldn't control, I somehow think I don't care let she does whatever she wants, not eat I don't care any more, too tired, I just want to get out of my house going to work don't care what is going on, my husband always not allow to hire helper, he told he didn't want kids get suffer from maid, but I am the person bully my kids now, I just want to send them to nanny whatever. pls advicing me what I should do?
Mother of 1 cheerful littles