Needed to rant

Oh Dear.. please don't feel this way 😪😢 First, Stress won't help 😫 try to calm yourself, soothe ur feelings and positive thinking while breastfeeding. I notice it affects the quality and quantity of milk we produce,.when Angry or frustrated, relax first before you latch. When feeling better then do it, and talk to your baby also while bfeeding. it builds the bond and makes them feel comfortable be happy ur mom is around still, I wish mine still too 😢. for milk, eat foods that will make ur milk thicker ie. avocado, dates, milk, oats, soups , massage? it'll help a loooot. I didn't do this with my first born, now my second one experiencing all what I mentioned and I can see the difference ,plus 6 days no formula pure breastmilk now is such a sweet feeling, Alhamdullilah. may Allah help u and make your bfeeding journey easy as well.. stay strong and smile. 🥹