Stopping adoption process

Hello, This is really a difficult decision to make and I can tell you really love your baby girl alot.. :( sometimes loving may also mean letting go, although it's so painful, but you are being a good mother by putting your baby's welfare first. Put aside the pain for awhile and consider in the long term if you are able to provide for your baby girl, financially, emotionally, physically. Parenting is not jus 1 year 2 year, it's for life. Are you able to provide a warm happy home for your baby girl, give her a good education, good memories and all the love in the world? If you are, then go for it! Keep your baby and be the best mum u can be. But if you know deep in your heart that u can't because of all the instability in your life, then u may have to make the hardest but most loving decision. Adoptive families are vetted very thoroughly by agencies, they are usually very stable, emotionally, financially, have alot of family love and support. Because they have been waiting so long for this baby, they will love the baby alot alot. And there are adoptive parents who are even willing to maintain contact with the birth mother. Send birth mother pictures every year, even meet ups! Perhaps u can work out some arrangement with them? Whatever decision u make, I believe it will be the right one because u are a loving mummy. Lots of love and hugs