Confinement

HI Mummies . Especially mummy with 3 kid amd more and handling all alone like seriously alone .. how do you cope during confinement alone ? Kids still small and i childcare ..do you sent them slowly to Childcare or they absent ? How you cook for the family (husband and kids) while your in pain with stitches and engorgement etc ?? How do you really cope ? This is my 2md marriage but 5 pregnancy (1st child for my second marriage) i have 4 other kids under my care . No one literally can help me .. 😔😔 usually ill take in batam helper pay them $450 for 3 weeks . But the border is still closed .. other nannies are expensive and out of my budget .. help me pls 💔💔💔💔 im scared of depression .. my husband(cant depend on man) .. anyone have contacts cheap freelance nannyfor 2 weeks ?