Having really really difficult pregnanacy😪

Any mommies like me suffering everyday?1st trimester until now week 28.Like i fight for my life and my baby😪like i dont know how to smile and laugh already😔feeling so down everyday.Feeling worried feeling scared feeling really really miserable.Pls any advice for me😢😥.i dont know how to cheer up myself 😔my family is living in other country.me and my husband only everytime he go out for work i feel like something will happen to me.🤧