Hi mommies.
I'm seeking a second opinion since I know most people here have the experience and the wisdom. My problem is my husband, but okay naman family niya.
I'm 20 y.o and 33wks pregnant. Sa una palang, without the baby, may attitude problem talaga partner ko: pikon, laging masusunod, demanding, at mahirap pakiusapan. What makes a worse pair than a bad attitude and a close mind? Kasalanan ko din naman kasi, dahil marupok ako. Nasanay guro siya na ganyan. Hindi din siya natatakot na iwan, ako pa nga yung iniiwan.
Madami na akong nakitang failed marriages sa buhay ko. What's worse is my parents are married but it feels like they've separated for a long time. Worse case scenario, ako lang talaga nakakaalam sa family ko na may mga babae siya. Tas daddy's girl pa ako. Scarring yun para sa'kin. Now na buntis, I don't feel as if I got the support you know? Friends ko nandyan pero hindi naman lagi. Syempre may kanya-kanyang buhay kami. Parents niya? Mabait naman pero I know they're just here for the baby.
Mga mommies, paano ba unting unti makabangon? Medjo shakened din naman kasi faith ko dahil ang ideology ko ng prayer iba: Prayer cannot alter any plans that the Lord has for you but it can only strengthen your faith to understand His plans and purpose.
Also, ayoko ma experience ng baby ko ang broken family. Ayoko din naman na mabubuhay siya at makikita niya na sira pamilya namin kahit together. Ang hirap.
I'm always open naman sa feelings ko saking partner pero bakit nale-label ako kaagad ng OA? Bobo? To think buntis pa ako. Gusto ko lang ng peace. Paano ba? Tulongan niyo naman ako.