New Life
Hi mga momsh. Wala akong masabihan nito, thank god i found this, atleast nalilibang ako. Anyway Im 15 weeks pregnant. To be honest there are times na , naiiyak ako kasi when I imagined my life before then now ibang iba. Before , I can have whatever I want. Pero ngayon i learned how to sacrificed. Ang daming what if's Momsh. Iniisip ko kung sana hindi ko bngay lahat sana hindi naging komplikado yung life ko, now tinatago muna ko sa side ng papa ko kasi masasakit sila magsalita iniiwas lang ako sa stress. Well naiintindihan ko naman yung magulang ko. Before I got pregnant, hindi kame okay ng parents ko, but now mas naging close kami. Napakasakit lang na yung guy is parang kabote na lulubog lilitaw. And i dont want to expect anything from him. Im trying to be strong for my mama and papa, esp sa twins ko. I promise myself na papalakihin ko sila ng tama at hindi ko ipaparamdam na kulang sila. Magsusumikap ako para makabawi sa parents ko . When it comes on my friends, parang lahat nawala sila and thats the reality. One thing I realized is that Magulang at dyos lang talaga ang makakapitan ko sa bandang huli. No matter what happened i will always be grateful , because maggng mommy na ko. and im proud to say na Single mom ako. Thank you for reading this. God bless everyone. β€??
Mom of twins β€