Just wanna vent out, pls ignore if it annoys you

Hello mga momsh, maglalabas lang ng sama ng loob ha. Ang hirap pala yung ginagawa mo na lahat for your family, sa lahat ng aspects and I am the breadwinner kasi walang stable job si hubby. Pero hindi pa rin sapat. He still has the guts to hurt me emotionally and physical hehe nakakabaliw . I am thinking of leaving him.