Rants

This is will be the last time you will see me laughing at your jokes, being dramatic? Yes. I will distance myself for those people who will not appreciate me for who I am. Being insecure? Yes. I felt irritable to those people not seeing my worth, everynight I am attacking anxiety. Am I not enough? Am I worth it to be love for? How to change myself for real if every kindness and patience that I show to all of you is abusing it. I am controlling myself, I am giving myself more patience and I am doing my best to let myself change for the better. This is the one favor I am requesting, can you help me with that? Maybe I am suffering a mild depression because of what I loss. Maybe I am showing a bratty attitude but please help me to avoid it by not showing anything that it may cause pain for me. Everyday I am praying that everything will be okay. Some of you will chat me or message me ano na naman problema mo? Ang drama mo. Etc etc. It will not help I swear. Some of you will say this is not the right app for ranting. Hmmm some of you will bash me those anonymous people out there but thank you in advance.