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if kaya mo pa magbigay ng chance you can. I've been through that, nadepress nga lang ako nakakaguilty para kay baby sa sinapupunan ko. Alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko deserve ang ganyang lalaki pero feeling ko parang ang selfish ko naman if paglabas ni baby and he will grow up na walang pamilya or papa. Tiniis ko, I trained myself na magstay nalang and hayaan sya gawin anong gusto nya. Hinayaan ko shang lokohin ako and to think I was still hoping and also prayed for him na magbago na sana kahit para sa anak nya man lang. I also promised myself na paglumaki na anak namin and mrunong na umintindi, maybe that would be the right time na hihiwalayan ko na papa nya. Very hard decision bwcause you have to choose kung sarili mong nararamdaman and kapakanan or for the sake of your child :) Pagisipan mo muna, I pray gagabayan ka ni lord sa mga decisions mo and that he will strengthen your heart for whatever challenges mah come in your way as you go through the journey of becoming a mama soon. Godbless stay strong