Just too afraid of losing my baby 😔

Im a new mum (sahm), married to a great responsible husband. Our nb is now 9m and almost every night i cry while looking at my sleeping daughter thinking bout sudden death, sickness, or anything that can take her life. I love her so much and im just too afraid what if 1 day god take her life too soon?.. what if 1 day she will leave me for someone else? What if she meet with an accident due to my carelessness while crossing the road? And many more.. the feeling i have for my daughter is just too strong and i think ive never loved anyone this much.. i told my husband i dont think i want to have another baby cause i dont want my daughter to have lesser attention from us. Hes very understanding.. i lost my one and only beloved brother just 1 month before i gave birth and i am still grieving for him.. i miss him so much.. nothing can beat the feeling of losing my brother and the love for my child.. i pray to god every night for my daughter’s protection and the afterlife of my late brother.. thanks for reading mummies…

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You just experienced your brother leaving you. I’m sure that made you cherish every single moment with your baby more dearly. Take your time to grieve for your brother well. See photos of him or make a memento. Do what you must. It’s important to be able to continue to draw inner strength from your heart to protect and love your baby and loved ones fiercely like you. We can only control what we can and leave the rest up to faith. I know you are so strong and a great mother who is capable of loving others. Keeping you on my mind x

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