Did i have miscarriage without knowing it?

I just want to share this one. Dko na ma take 🥺 I never had a baby. Never had until I gave birth to my panganay na one month na. Well, here's the story. Way back 2019. Nagkaroon ako bleeding na muka lang syang mens but for me bleeding sya since it was 3 weeks straight and naglabas ako sobrang liit na parang fetus sya for me. 😢 That time i was living with my ex boyfriend who was abusive and forcing me to abort the baby if there is really a baby. I left him for that reason. And now, 2022 I gave birth to my panganay, but before that day, nanaginip ako. Baby boy. Kamukang kamuka ng ex partner ko, at marunong na syang magsalita kahit pautal utal. Nagso sorry. Parang ang pagkakasabi nya, "sorry kasi yun naging papa ko" then kinabukasan sobrang bilis ko manganak. And also, nagkataon na may damit ung baby ko ngayon na may burda na "Little brother". Like it really happened na supposedly second baby ko na ung baby ko ngayon at may brother sya, di nga lang natuloy.. 🥺 Kaya dko alam if that was really bleeding nung 2019. Irregular kasi menstruation ko. Ung delay ko 1-3 months palagi 😔 please i just need clarification sa mga perceptions niyo as moms. 🥺 Please. I just can't take this anymore wala ako masabihan #advicepls #1stimemom #pleasehelp