Feels lonely

Is it just me? I kept my pregnancy a secret from my family, knowing that they won’t take extra care for me anyway and also pantang because I had chemical pregnancy history before, so I don’t feel a need to announce my pregnancy until first trimester is over. Only my in-law side knows because my husband is too excited to share the news with them, I wanted to keep a secret also. Nowadays my husband is busy with work and night course, we also avoided sex as doctor advised not to do because of the history, I feel like this whole pregnancy is a lonely one. I am alone when I vomit, I make my way to get my food when I am hungry, I still have to handle work stress all myself. Not sure if it’s the hormones or I am really all alone. I was an independent person who can handle everything myself without any help. Now I get frustrated with myself and everything easily. Is it normal?