Thanks for sharing and I believe it takes a lot of courage. First of all, I won't understand your situation as I'm of a different upbringing, but I can share with you my own experience of abortion at an early age of 21. Obviously I was too young and not ready to be a mother. I thought I'll get preg again when I'm ready later. I did it, it was fast and my "problem" was solved in an instant. But what I was not prepared for, was the pain and guilt that came with it. Long story short, it haunted me for years and I cried when I see babies for the longest time.
I was married and never was able to get preg for the longest time after that, not until I was 43!! I always thought I'd never be a mum ever as my medical condition made it quite impossible.
You should make this decision WITH your family. Talk to them and tell them how you feel. Personally I think it's a bad decision to abort as it is not an experience I'd like anyone to go through. If you absolutely had to do it at least you know you've tried all you can but I can assure you if you didn't, you'll meet the LO one day and your heart will be filled for the rest of your life with no regrets and love.
Take care and stay strong for your loved ones.
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