Miserable

I have this person -Always seeing my flaws -Always degrading my status in life -Did not appreciate my sacrifices -Always saying I'm not pretty,not sexy and morena -But always lifting up her ex infront of me -Making me feel to have self pity -Didn't even gave me any gifts -Always lecturing me to do not buy things I want. -Making me feel unwanted :( -Always angry with me, cold and gives me creeps of being worthless -Saying I love you but also cussing on me -Didn't value my sacrifices on my own body by becoming a mother to his child -Always making me feel he regret marrying me ?