I HAVE 2 CHILDREN; MY HUSBAND IS THE ELDEST

I have given up work to take care of our first born but I am starting to regret it. Im too tired of the household chores plus too tired of taking care of our baby and lastly, too tired being a mother to my husband. I have to do almost everything at home, even at his work and personal stuff. I have to fake an "O" and do me just to feel pleasured. I feel so sad and lonely, setting aside my needs and try to feel contented even if I don't feel that way. I married the right one but never the good one.