I want to mix-feed naaa :((( 11-mos LO

I feel bad pero maybe this is what I need. Dahil nappressure na ko na exclusive breastfeed lang. I know ang healthy ng baby ko. Pero recently sunod sunod breakdown ko and I don't want to lose my mind. Gusto kong makapag alone-time because I will totally go insane kung hindi. I want to mix feed na para I don't have to worry pumping milk, since direct latch ako ever since. Mommies I know I'm not in a good state right now and gusto kong mag heal ako and part non is yung bawasan ko na sguro yung pressure sa breastfeed...ang hirap pero kailangan talaga na kahit papano bigyan natin time yung sarili natin kasi kapag tayo ang nasira, kawawa mga anak natin...i feel really bad pero i think makakatulong talaga sya skn. Hayy