My husband wish to had a try, my body still weak this time.. But he insisted to try because he know I'm still upset about my previous miscarriage.. My son still asking when can he hold the baby.. I said baby now is in our heart and baby already gone to heaven... Mommy need time to recover then mommy will have again... My son upset I can't give him a sibling right away.. I don't blame my son because he's still little boy.. 😭😭😭