Hi there
It seems that the mutual trust between you and your husband has been broken and affected.
It certainly takes lots of effort and time to build back the trust again.
It will definetly take some time in building the trust again.
Tell yourself to look more on the bright side and the happier points instead.
Look at the effort he is putting in to reclaim his trust from you.
Hang in there mommy.
Things will def get better
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