I lost our child.. for the 2nd time :(

Feb 17, 2015 I lost our first child Sept 17, 2019 I lost our second child It was a silent miscarriage. No bleeding, no pain, no signs saying that we're already losing you.. ???????????? I don't know if I deserve this heartbreaking and soul wrecking pain....again.. I felt numb for the second time, it was as if everything turns black and silent, for the second time... My world breaks into tiny little pieces.... again... Same questions are bothering me...again.. I dont know how to start....again, I dont know how to pick up the broken pieces of myself...again.. Goodbye our 2nd angel in heaven. I love you the most. We know God has His purpose.

I lost our child.. for the 2nd time :(
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me 4 times ng ngmiscarriage .una april 2017ng undergo ako ng d/c 2 mos s baby..then ngbnts ult ako july..nkunan ult ng aug then.last yr nov 2018 i found out bnts ako ult then january follow up chk up ko nkt s trnsvinis twin......then bmlk ako aftr 2 weeks kasi highrisk pregnancy n ung skn..nkt is wl n both hb..then spottng nko afrr 2 weeks..and naraspa na ulit ako..then tnreat nya ako as possble APAS.. dp lng nkpgtest coz it so pricey😪😪 then d p tlg nmn balak mganak ult pero bgl n aman nbnts by april ult then nkunan ng may😪😪 .ngaaspirin ako as per my ob advce .and much better kng mkkpag pa APAS PANEL ako..ngiipon p lng kmi pr s RID kasi mdm category pa un😪😪

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5y ago

At least meron na po kayong anak na naalagaan nyo.. kami po wala padin :(

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I remember 1 story of oprah show, couple loss their children from an accident 2 girls and 1boy. Then after a year of grieving and coping up,GOD gave them triplets 2girls and 1boy😍 Me on the otherhand loss my 1st child at 8weeks,my 2nd at 33weeks but those losses taught me how to surrender everything to God and how to humbly ask again to give me a child and if possible healthy preganancy and healthy baby this time😇🙏

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Oh nooo! 😭Magpakatatag ka po. Sana kasama mo ang pamilya mo ngayon para damayan ka at bigyan ng lakas ng loob. Ipagdadasal kita. Take your time at magluksa ka para kay baby hanggang matanggap mo lahat ng nangyare. Darating din ang araw na maiintindihan natin ang rason bakit nangyayare ang mga ganitong bagay. Basta wag na wag ka bibitaw sa Diyos dahil Sya lang ang nakakaalam kung ano makabubuti sayo.

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mamsh kapit lang..ung kumare q first baby/ies nila nawala din twin po ung pinagbubuntis nya den after ilang months nbuntis po uli sya at gaya u po nawala po uli c baby..ndi po cla nwalan ng pag asa..luckily after a year nagbuntis po uli sya at kambal po uli kaya halos buong pagbubuntis nya eh bedrest sya..ngaun po 7months na po ang kambal..

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momshie wag mawalan ng pag.asa .may purpose si God why it happened ..ako dn naman nangyari sakin yan .. 2016 i lost my baby girl premature cya ,, last year 2018 4months na sana tummy ko nakunan ako ulit ..but d kami sumuko .mas nanalig kami ..and now i'm 8months pregnant ,hoping and wishing na sana samin na to .. just have faith in Him ..

Magbasa pa
5y ago

Yeaha.sanag nga po.. thanks po 💕

keep strong maamshie....I lost my babygirl also last dec.2019 diko Alam na buntis ako 6 months sayang talaga at till now I blame myself pero humingi parin ako Kay Lord mg Isa pang chance at binigay Niya agad sa akin after just 2 months nabuntis ulit ako ngayon 6 months nadin....maniwala kalang sa Panginoon Godbless you mamie

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God has other plan for u Sis,maniwala ka ako 3x din nag-miscarriage but i know God has other plans for me.And ngayon e2 ko 45 yrs old nabiyayaan pa ng baby girl na hinihintay nmin this Dec,evrything is normal kay baby ko and i have 2 boys already.I know that he also has something great for u Sis,just keep ur faith to him.

Magbasa pa
5y ago

Ur welcome Sis😊

I know your pain mommy. I lost my little angel also last nov 2017. But we still have to trust on his Promise, He is a Faithful Father. He knows what he's doing. We may not understand now but someday we will. Just keep the faith. He loves you and your angel so much. Will pray for you mommy. Just trust Him ❤️

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Ganyan din kami momshie.... 6 years bago nabuntis May 2016 nakunan 3 months Nov 2016 nakunan 5 months.... March 2018 Gave birth to premature miracle baby (7 months)....shes now 1 yr and 6 months Ngaung 2019, i am preggy again @ 14 weeks.... Pray lang ng pray momshie, God is good...

Magbasa pa
5y ago

Dati po ako na may pcos. And then diabetic. Nag iinsulin 4 times a day

Sorry to hear about this mommy.. I also lost my panganay, twins sila sa tyan ko. Unang lumabas yung sumuko.. Wala ring signs.. sobrang heartbreaking. My your angels always guide you mommy. Alam nilang you will always be their mother.. and they will be forever in your heart. ❤️

5y ago

In 7mos pagka check up ko ultrasound wala nang heartbeat yung isa. Nagpa 2nd opinion, same results.. nag agawan sila sa nutrients. Mas lumalaki yung isa ng baby kesa sa isa napag iwanan. Baka kasi di rin ako healthy before mag buntis. Kinuha din ng katawan ko ung ibang nutrients instead sa dalawa na lang napunta lahat. Week after nag early labor ako tas nanganak na, nasa NICU ung isa ko pong baby..