will these things lead to PPD/postpartum disorder
comfort me, mommies. my partner is always using his phone, kahit na naiyak si baby, kumbaga kampante siya na andito ako to feed our newborn. 12-6am gising ako, medyo nakakatulog saglit pag tulog si baby but mostly hindi kasi i dont want and i cant sleep because of worrying kay baby dahil ako lang naman ang magigising kung umiyak siya. i dont want her to even cry, lalo kung gutom kasi late sign na yun, partner is just sleeping, di man lang nagigising. but in the morning, siya nagpapaaraw, minsan sabihin ko tignan kung may araw kasi makulimlim, wait lang daw tapos iidlip pa siya, 7:30 ang paaraw to 8am, tag-15 mins yung harap at likod ni baby, yan instruction sakin ng pedia. compromise ang pagpapaaraw, either 7:45 hanggang 8am lang or lalagpas naman. napapaarawan naman niya, then after nun mother ko na nagpapaligo, which is good naman kasi at least i could get some rest na di ko hawak si baby, I'll just prepare her needs tapos help ko very light si mother ko, or sometimes he's the one helping my mom then ako magbibihis then breastfeed tapos nun mga 9-11am pa lang ako makakatulog hanggang before tanghalian, i need to eat para magbreastfeed, tapos after kumain siya naman naghuhugas ng plato pero ayun after nun puro phone na siya and ako lang nag aalaga kay baby. pag papatahanin niya saglit lang, kakausapin or ihehele niya tapos bibigay niya na sakin wala pang 10 minutes because he told me I'm the only one who could soothe the baby. I'm helping him out naman, but ewan ganun eh. plus ngayon, dagdag ko na sa rant, umuwi siya sa kanila bihira siya magchat, at nung pareho na kami free to chat maglalaro naman daw sila ng baraha sa bahay, i opened to him na "anubayan ngayon ka lang nag online tapos lalaro pa kayo" sabi niya uuwi naman daw siya bukas dito that's miss ko na naman siya, sabi ko eh kasi pag andito puro siya cellphone, and i left him a cold chat but he didnt reply or even seen the message, sabi niya maglalaro na raw sila. +more rants soon :( - mommy s.
