Rant

My boyfriend left me, after he gave me the choice of abortion. I chose to kept the baby, despite my family member’s disprovals. I mean on the surface they kept saying they don’t mind and stuff but from time to time they would say why am I so stupid to sleep with a jerk who is so irresponsible. And my family isn’t very well to do. My parents owe a shit ton of credit card bills, my dad has a mistress outside, my underage younger brother is always smoking and getting into fights. I’m currently 8 months pregnant. And it’s too late for an abortion. But I am not confident in bringing my baby into this horrible world.... to stay with my horrible family. But I know I can’t bear to give her away.