BLIGHTED OVUM

August 2018. I was diagnosed with polycystic ovarian syndrome. May 2 this year, I found out that I was pregnant, same day I had my first check up. Nung first check up ko SAC palang ang nakita kase 4 weeks palang sya, early pregnancy ang findings saken, then my OB told me na bumalik after 3 weeks. May 22 I had may second check up, 7 weeks and 3 days na yung tyan ko base on ultrasound, at SAC palang ang nakita, so ang nilagay na nila sa result ng findings is early pregnancy or BLIGHTED OVUM. Ang sabi ni OB balik ako after 1 weeks, I decided to have a second opinion, same day nag pa check up ako sa ibang OB she told me na bumalik ako after 1 week, if wala pang changes sakin, I need to take a medicine para duguin ako at para mailabas ko ang SAC na nasa loob ko. And today, I had may last check up, no development my gestational SAC stop growing and its confirm I have a BLIGHTED PREGNANCY walang baby na nabuo kundi inunan lang. When I came home, I feel sad, I cried, I am asking myself for what I did wrong to deserve a pain like this. I was so happy when I found out that I am pregnant. But that happiness last for short time ?? I never asked God, I surrendered all to him. Kailangan mawala ng SAC sa loob ko, binigyan ako ng gamot ng ob ko na pampabukas ng cervix para duguin ako at para mailabas ko. Sana mailabas ko at walang matira para hindi na ako maraspa. ??