KABIT

i am a kabit.. i am pregnant with him right now 11weeks. its not because hindi cla nasasatisfy sa inyong mga misis that is why cla naghahanap. not all reasons are sex, others is the comfortability of the husband. minsan kasi kahit asawa nio na, prang uncomfortable pa rin kau sa isa't isa. nagiging careful kpa sa actions mo and u cant still show who and what u are both.. so u have to help each othet to bring out yourselves. hindi rin dahil sa paghihigpit ni misis. sometimes they were so stressed at home at able to go somewhere where they accidentally meet another. hindi dahil sa sinasadya nila but because of the temptation. my partner is a 63yrs old, i am 32 but believe it or not, ilove him with all my heart.. we met in an occasion, and he starts to pursues' me. he is so kind and very gentleman. i never ask if he had a wife before when we are getting to know each other, why would i, he is 54 that time and at that age its impossible that he is not yet married or with someone. (we are now 7years) everything was not planned. it just happens we fall from each other. from the start to to almost 4years, i took pills. no plan of getting pregnant. but as time goes by, he said that i dont need to take pills anymore, and he wants to have baby with me. after 4years that we planned to get pregnant here i am 11weeks pregnant. hindi lahat ng kabit masama, kabit ako pero i stay where i am.. i never made him choose. time and love is enough for me especially being responsible. i have a daughter, im a single mom, binata ang tatay ng 1st baby ko, irresponsible and stupid and scared. so when i met my partner today, i fell inlove with him, a mature man who is very responsible. so caring and loving. i ask this questions to him. bakit nia nagawang magcheat sa wife nia, what gives him a reason to cheat.. i remember he answered me, its not intentionally.. it just happens but when time comes nalaman na ng asawa nia or mahuli kami, he will let me go. and i never argue with him on that. because it is what is need to happen to correct his mistakes. i told him na pwde naman itigil na habang maaga pa, nung di pa ako buntis. he said" no, i am happy and i feel my real self when im with you, lets enjoy evry moment when we are together". i cant say i am wasting my time with him nor my life with him because he is a married man. baka sa 7years namin e nakilala ko na ang taong para sa akin na binata, diba? kaya lang, i love him so much and i am happy with him. but eventhough i love him this much, i am ready to let him go when his wife founds out. kahit buntis ako or magkaanank n kmi soon. i dont need him. i am an independent woman, one reason he wants about me. at least i have a souvenir of him that will be mine forever. (my baby).