guilt feeling

always have this guilt feeling for my second child ever since i found out that im pregnant again. she was just 10mos old, how could i ever take care of her and focus on her when my third child born? these are the moments i want to cry on frustration. my first and second child have 5yrs gap that is why i knew to myself i gave all my affection to my panganay, no questions with that. but how about my girl? i really want to cuddle her until toddler but i dont think that will happen. having three children while working? hope this wont lead to depression in the future.