Alam mo yung feeling na pag may cravings ka andyan jowa mo para bilin yun for you. Pag may mood swings ka andyan yung jowa mo to soothe you and tuwing check up mo andun siya nakaalalay sayo, tas pag nag start ka magka manas andyan siya para imassage yung paa at kamay mo?
I don't. I often wonder how it feels to be able to rely on your partner. Tho I could ask my mom for help, she can't do everything for me and do things when I need it.
And the fact that. Kahit kami pa ng ex ko I know he won't be doing any of that so wala din.
Minsan nasasamahan ako ng mom ko mag pa check up, nakakalungkot pa din pag mag isa ka. Minsan naman pagnasamahan ka need umuwi due to work so maiwan ka nanaman. Sometimes my cravings ka pero di mo mapabili kase nakakahiya sa parents mo madalas ka mag utos specially sa gabi titiisin mo nalang, tas minsan iiyak ka magisa tatago sa family mo pag may mood swings ka. And now kalaki ng tyan ko and namamanas paa ko, nag titiis ako imassage mag isa yung paa ko. Ang hirap mag bend. Hirap maupo nakakangawit, di ko naman ma-massage paa ko ng nakahiga. Haysss
If you ask me if I hate my ex. Yes of course. I pity myself but I know I'll be fine. I sometimes allow myself to feel like this. I can't always be full of sunshine and fake smiles. Minsan gusto ko din ilabas yung negative feelings ko.
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Salamat sa pakikinig