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Alam mo yung feeling na pag may cravings ka andyan jowa mo para bilin yun for you. Pag may mood swings ka andyan yung jowa mo to soothe you and tuwing check up mo andun siya nakaalalay sayo, tas pag nag start ka magka manas andyan siya para imassage yung paa at kamay mo?I dont. I often wonder how it feels to be able to rely on your partner. Tho I could ask my mom for help, she cant do everything for me and do things when I need it. And the fact that. Kahit kami pa ng ex ko I know he wont be doing any of that so wala din.Minsan nasasamahan ako ng mom ko mag pa check up, nakakalungkot pa din pag mag isa ka. Minsan naman pagnasamahan ka need umuwi due to work so maiwan ka nanaman. Sometimes my cravings ka pero di mo mapabili kase nakakahiya sa parents mo madalas ka mag utos specially sa gabi titiisin mo nalang, tas minsan iiyak ka magisa tatago sa family mo pag may mood swings ka. And now kalaki ng tyan ko and namamanas paa ko, nag titiis ako imassage mag isa yung paa ko. Ang hirap mag bend. Hirap maupo nakakangawit, di ko naman ma-massage paa ko ng nakahiga. HaysssIf you ask me if I hate my ex. Yes of course. I pity myself but I know Ill be fine. I sometimes allow myself to feel like this. I cant always be full of sunshine and fake smiles. Minsan gusto ko din ilabas yung negative feelings ko....Salamat sa pakikinig

Anonymous · Accepted Answer

thats ok mamsh..express yourself..mas mahirap ung sinasarili mo lang lalo na preggy ka..your baby would feel what you feel .

Anonymous · Answer

kapit lang, mi. its okay to feel those emotions and release those para gumaan yung pakiramdam mo. give your self time to feel the emotions pero dont dwell on it. ipagdasal mo na lang and focus on gratefulness  that you have your mom to help and guide you, and that your baby is well and healthy. mahirap mag-isa pero kakayanin para sa baby mo. and it will all be worth it in the end. prayers for you.