When I found out that I was pregnant. I started saving most of my salary because I had this goal to not work when pregnant due to my health issues. 3 mo's in with enough savings I stopped working and focused on my baby. Safe to say I had about 2 years worth of savings and 2 years worth of baby and mom bonding. Untillll my stupid dad caused a huge accident and I didn't have a choice but to surrender all my savings to make his stupid ass alive. Yes I hate him I won't have any complaints if it's really an accident but it's not. Anyway long story short I only managed to breastfeed my baby for 8 months and right after that he would often get sick ever since we transitioned to formula and I could only spend 2days a week with him. It's breaking my heart While my mom's stupid husband does nothing at home complaining about every little thing, not doing shit. Now it's just me and my mom working for the family. I didn't even have the luxury to spend time for myself during postpartum. I was so stressed and depressed crying to myself almost everyday and I couldn't even give up. The sudden separation anxiety hits me almost every time and I have no one to talk about it. Next month is my son's 2nd birthday and I don't think I have enough to celebrate it. I'd probably just date my son outside and play. And now I have to leave again cause I have work tonight. And I once again asked my aunt to look after him Bec my mom is working as well. Sakitttt #sorrysadrama #needlangmagrant
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