I'm feeling so demoralised every time it's time for feeding. My newborn used to be very easy to feed and burp, but at ard 1 week old, he has been very prone to colic. Now, it takes longer to burp him. He struggles, screams, and cries, turns red, and it's so difficult to burp him when he is like this. He also guzzles down milk so quickly, which is also a reason for the gas. My parents are caring for him while I recover, and they are able to handle him. In between recovering and pumping sessions, I have tried feeding him a few times, but every time, it leaves me frustrated and demoralised that I can not handle him during feeding sessions but when my parents step in, he is handled so well😔 It makes me fear having to be in my own once confinement ends. #firsttimemom #firstbaby
Read moreI just did my NIPT test for downs. Im at my late 30's. Did my 12 weeks scan and showed baby has absence nasal bone but neck thickness is normal. However, Im still fall under high risk group given the blood result and also the scan result (no nasal bone). Im so worried and anxious. And I just need reassurance that every thing is going to be fine. #advicepls #1stimemom
Read moreI am feeling so down for the past few days. I haven't been spending much time with my husband due to his work commitment/schedule. I stay home almost everyday ever since I entered the third trimester. I am now 38+1 and i started to feel lonely. I do feel like having sex on days where my husband is at home. Normally i will spray some body spray or light perfume every time after shower or even to sleep, its a habit for me to always smell good even when i'm not going anywhere. This time round, i put the extra effort to spray some sexy perfume instead to attract my husband's attention and some nice and cute sleepwear but he seems to be not interested? I have done this 3 days in a row but he ended up sleeping right away the moment we go to bed. (Yes he did spend time with me during the day but only the sex part is lacking now). I even tried hinting at him about this, he reassured me once but nothing has changed. I started to feel insecure with myself. Maybe i don't look good anymore... #justranting #insecure
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