Sobrang sakit pala malaman na wala ng heartbeat ang baby na minahal at inalagan sa loob ng tiyan

ang sakit mommy 😢😢 and has time goes by still ang pain dala2 mo pa rin yan. I remember nung nag bubuntis pa lang ako sa second child ko para akong praning kasi lagi akong worried kasi alam ko di ko kakayanin kung may mangyari na di maganda. kahit anong comfort sayo mommy still the night iiyak ka pa rin kasi walang kapantay ang sakit.. some people may think mas madali kasi wala pang bond sa baby, wala pang ma establish na bonding but the more painful it is kasi your were longing for the child to hold, to feed, to raise well and to be hug when they are sad.. to hear them cry and soothed ny our love. they will never understand the pain, they will never understand why it so hard to let go, why it takes us years and years to heal. 😓 like they said mommy the pain will never go away but you will learn to live with it. god has a better plan mommy.. he is safe with god. and mama mary is there to take good care sa angel mo. iyak ka lang ng iyak mommy, let it all out until you understand gods plan.. mahigpit na yakap mommy 🦋