What is right to do??

Hello. Just want to ask opinion. IF you were I what are you going to do to my situation? I am full time working mun and my husband is the one in our house because no one will take care of our kids. So many times that we had our fights to the point that he kick me, sabunutan, and andami ng masasamang salita na nabibitawan. Pati family ko nadadamay porke daw tae lang sila😥 sobrang nawalan na ko ng love sa kanya. Nakikisama nalang ako para sa mga anak ko. Ano gagawin nyo pag ganyan partner nyo?? Lasengo sya, mahilig sa mobile game, Naninigarilyo. Pa